malu ah, kalau sudah sering ngelewatin macet hampir setiap hari, menunggu revisi, terbiasa menghadapi yang lebih ga enakin daripada ini… tapi masih mengeluh sakit hati, merasa terluka dan lain sebagainya.
it’s always better to accept, than to question anything. if people hurt you, then you might have hurt somebody else before. and vice versa at any other condition too.
just be brave and face it through. ask for love, not for detention$
just one visit to lighten things out.
rainy days are too dim lately.
waiting for you, i’ll countdown to one.
seven…
it wasn’t that bad at all back then.
inject yourself with a high dose of positive thought to roam your head and get yourself high on it. crawl, crawl out your grudge. and just walk yourself to the end of your own rainbow.
when you think something out there is against you, do think the opposite. and make your way out.
don’t just grieve like an idiot. choose your own battle and win. you need something worth more than this to trade your heart down stepped and ripped like nothing else ever matter.
just sayin’.
“…because i still want to be in advertising agency, become a dorky designer and copywriter that fight over words, become one of typography sluts, go back late, stay back, watch a little confusion and drama of creative and servicing people, hang-outs with other designer and bitching about new designs, get overrated with 1000 free fonts, get an award, see my copy bothers people in billboard or in magazine, or all the silly stuffs of advertising that i can’t really get rid of. i still want my own house of cards.”
it was written on July 29th, 2008. it was a piece on dealing with options whether i should go with the offer to be a photographer for globe & maps company (that requires me to travel a lot) or stay as a junior copywriter (at that time).
geez, it took years to arrive on where i stand today, exactly as what have jotted down, without any doubt.
